I was naive to trust them without thinking... I moved to Tokyo for university and lived on my own. I thought I was independent and a woman who could say "no." But I trusted my mother's acquaintance too easily. In a situation where it was hard to refuse, I was forced to drink, and even as I got drunk, I was coaxed into drinking more... Before I knew it, I was left alone with the ringleader, and as I drifted along, I found myself surrounded by many men. I realized that many men had gathered for the drinking party, and I was the only woman. But by then, the alcohol had already robbed me of my ability to make sound judgments. Some were drinking and sleeping, while others were drunk and overly close; looking back, they must have all been blatantly aiming for sex with me. In a cramped room with no escape, the men united and attacked me in a drunken frenzy. I stopped thinking. I'll just surrender to the pleasure. And I'll just forget about today, starting tomorrow...
