[Closer than anyone, yet further than anyone.]
Ah, I just want to become a wall... and that dream suddenly came true!?
I can enjoy my crush's private life to my heart's content!
I thought I was the only one who knew her "true" self...!
Whaaaaat!!??!?!?
Itsukaichi-san... you have a boyfriend!?
And he's kind... funny... and a muscular, top-tier guy.
There's no way someone like me could compete; he's a real man's man.
Staring at that [boyfriend-only slutty face] she only shows to the man she loves, I cum from defeat on my own.
It's frustrating... so frustrating... but my hand won't stop jerking!
My brain is breaking.
I love her... I love her... I love her, I love her, I love her...
But, after all.
I'm not good enough...
I'm so weak...
The most frustrating ejaculation ever.
In the end, I'm just someone who "only jerks off."