I think I'm probably a pervert.
At school, I'm known as a quiet honor student, and my grades are pretty good.
I've never rebelled against my parents, nor have I ever hung out with the flashy crowds.
It's not that I'm some kind of party girl who sleeps around.
It's just that since I was young, my sexual desires, my curiosity, and how often I masturbate... I think those things are stronger in me than in other people.
Not that I've compared myself to anyone.
I know normal people wouldn't post erotic selfies on social media.
I know it's something I shouldn't be doing.
But when strangers send me messages like "You're cute" or "Show me more," their lust makes me happy and turns me on.
I really am a pervert.
I want people to look at me with erotic eyes.
I want them to get excited because of me.
I want them to feel good because of me.
I want them to use me however they like.
I want it to be rougher.
I want it to be more painful.
Hit me more.
Go deeper.
Squeeze me tighter.
Abuse me more, more, more, more, more.
The stinging sensation feels so good.
Crying feels so good.
