■ This video is a compilation of play footage submitted to the editorial department of an SM magazine.
■ Starting around 2013, over ten years ago, a masochistic woman named Ayako (pseudonym) sent photos and videos to the editorial department for several years. Her submissions focused on extremely hardcore play: drinking urine, eating excrement from men and women, and being tormented with whips, electricity, needles, rubber bands, and moxibustion to the point of leaving marks on her body. These submissions were centered on such manic acts, with almost no traditional sexual acts like kissing, sex, penetration, or ejaculation.
The editorial department has featured her in magazine pages and bonus DVDs several times and even released a magazine dedicated to her submissions. Now, for the first time in over a decade, we re-introduce the rare and legendary woman known as 【Ayako】.
■ Ayako's submissions are different from typical SM play that is an extension of sexual love; they are highly manic, finding pleasure within pain (though calling it "pleasure" feels too cliché). It feels different from sexual love based on a master-slave relationship between a man and a woman.
She seems to cling to the faint pleasure found within pure physical and mental suffering, deriving satisfaction from it. I might be wrong, but it feels as though the "Master" is merely a tool for Ayako to satisfy her own desires.
■ Despite being tormented by a man she calls Master, she seems immersed in her own world, her consciousness drifting away from reality into a void.
In the first confession letter Ayako sent, she wrote about self-punishing as a child to atone for her sins, and how that pain eventually became linked to sex. She claimed that within the pain, there was a faint sexual pleasure.
It is only natural that someone like Ayako would not seek typical sexual relationships.
The photos and videos taken by Ayako and her Master possess a unique worldview. At the same time, it makes me have terrifying fantasies about what would happen if their acts escalated further...
Calling it a "desire for destruction" might be an exaggeration, but behind the laughter and smiles during play, I sense an ominous presence.
■ The footage includes pain-focused videos such as pussy whipping, slave lingerie (rubber bands on panties and thick rubber on bras), electric rackets, and the female slave's self-torture acts.
■ Please witness for yourself the intensity of Ayako's masochism and her belief that "I must not be happy. I must suffer."
【Before Purchasing】 This work consists of play footage filmed by amateur SM enthusiasts. There is no AV-style acting, direction, or storyline. It is a raw and lewd record of their activities.